confused

aq xtaw npe aq x exited ble dgr dy nk dtg malaysia . 

aq xtaw npe aq ase kosong skg . bnyk bnda dah brlaku kat hidup aq . 

aq xtaw npe aq still sedih ble tgk win ngn faizat . aq btl2 xley nk tpu perasaan aq . kalu aq sedih .

aq pon xley nk tpu perasaan aq law aq still xley nk lupakan faizat .

aq pon xley nk tpu law aq pon sakit hati ngn si iqbal . 

aq xtaw npe aq tertunggu2 msge  iqbal 

aq xtaw npe aq ase sakit ble tgk dy ngn awek dy . 

aq benci sgt ngn diri aq yg skg . 

aq xtaw ap yg aq nk skg . 

aq ase mcm xhappy skg . 

yeah aq mmg xhappy skg . 

smiling outside , broken inside . 

aq nk kehidupan aq yg dulu . 

aq nk diri aq yg dulu . 

aq nk smua na . 

aq nk kn diri aq dlu ble dgn wahid . 

aq xnk diri aq yg skg . 

aq xnak . aq xnak . aq xnak .

aq x happy . sejujur nye aq mmg xhappy .   :'(