cape

gila!!!!!! jadual kuliah q semester nich padat bgt!!
bayangin aja kuliah dri jam 8 pgi ampe jam 8 mlm!!
kyk mo patah tulang q..huhuhuhu...
moga ja semester nich berjalan dengan lancar n
g da drop n repeat subject semester depan..amin...

hate

aq benci n benci bgt ma perasaan q skg..
n aq benci ma hari2 yg q lalui skg!!
smua nx telah berubah..
g seperti dlu lg...
aq benci, benci bgt..

aq rindu hari2 q yg lalu..
hufftt...
aq cape..aq bingung..
smua nx telah berubah.. :'( 

in my head

wah akhirnx ada mud mo update blog..hahahaha
ok lets start..
sejak kebelakangan nich dya slalu da dalam pikiran q..
dya sllu muncul dalam mimpi q
dya slalu hadir n hadir dlam pikiran q tanpa memberi sedikit ruang tuk aq memikirkan hal laen..
smua nx penuh dengan dya..

"baby u make my day better than before 

baby u make my life brighter than before

baby u teach me how to love someone"

mungkin org akan berpikiran "elis km gila y!!" bgi q "SO WAT GTU LHO" aq bahagia
ma perasaan n hidup q skg..peduli ap aq ma mereka2 yg tau nya hanya men judges org n sirik ma
kebahagian org...for me.."better mind ur own business". aq sgt2 bahagia ma kehidupan q skg..

kenapa sich

aq bener2 heran..

kenapa sich tiap km lg BETE aq yg kena..sedih bgt dech rasax

g seharusnx dya limpahin semuanx k aq!!!!!

aq bnr2 kecewa ma sikap nx..

entah sampe kapan kyk gni trus..

hate diz situation..

love the way u lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can’t tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife in my windpipe
I can’t breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate
It’s like I’m huffin’ paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she f**kin’ hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I’m leaving you.
No you ain’t. Come back. We’re running right back

Here we go again, it’s so insane
Cuz when it’s going good, it’s going great
I’m Superman with the wind in his back
She’s Louis Lane and when its bad, it’s awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap “Who’s that dude?”
I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with ‘em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit ‘em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills you still get ‘em
Now you gettin’ f**kin’ sick of lookin’ at ‘em
You swore you’d never hit ‘em, never do nothing to hurt ‘em
Now you’re in each other’s face spewing venom in your words when you spit ‘em
You push, pull each other’s hair, scratch, claw, bit ‘em
Throw ‘em down, pin ‘em, so lost in the moments when you’re with ‘em

Mr .(?). is the culprit ..(?)..
Shawty say, you’d best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don’t know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it’s a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you’d show restraint
You don’t get another chance
Life is no tender pain(?) but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that’s why they call it “window pane”

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
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I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn’t mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same team
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is
You’re the same as me
When it comes to love you’re just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn’t you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away now
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
I told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed, I’ll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won’t be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it’s lies
I’m tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I’m a liar
If she ever tries to f**kin’ leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

diz song really remind me bout him..huhuhu~

PLZ STOP

Tau g kalo aq tuh udh bener2 cape di bo'ngin ma km..

sadar g sih km tuh..

huffttt...

sesak bgt dech nafas q...

mikirn nich

bener2 cape!!!

bingung mo nxari jalan penyelesaian..

enk nx gmna ya??hufftt -.-

where have u been

udh 3 hari km hilang tanpa kabar..

kmna ja km??

sehat kah??knp tiba2 km menghilang??ada pa sbnrx..

serius,,aq bnr2 merasa kyk udh kehilangn km..

km diem g ngasi kabar ke aq..

sedih bgt rasanx..

smpe kapan km mo kyk gini??smpe kpn??

hufftttt...

tired

lama2 aq cape' ma smua nx...

cape bgt..ampe sesak nafas q..

bukan ini yg q mau..

bukan ini yg q inginkan..bukan..

pengn bgt mengakhiri nich smua...tp aq g mampu..bnr2 g mampu..

aq cape..cape bgt...

huffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its really hurt me!!!!!!!!!!!

KM BOONK LG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KLO EMG KM UDH G SKA BILANG DNK!!!

HUFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...

LAMA2 AQ CAPE' DI GINIIN TERUS MA KM!!!

GOSH!!!!!!!!

its juz me n my family

met pgi,siang,sore n malem smua,,,hehehehehe aq mo crta soal aq n keluarga q..hehehe

erm..org pertama yg paling penting dalam hidup q adalh bokap q..

bapa seorang yg sgt2 penyabar..serius..saking sabarnx g pernah marah n mukul anak2 nx...tapi sekali udh marah!!!gila serem bgt tau g..ampe aq g brni mo liat wajah bpk selama 1minggu...huhuhuhuuu...bapa pinter lho ngerjain tugas2 cewe'..kayak bersih2 rumah(ampe g da debu kalo bpk yg bersih2)..masak..n smua dech...hehehe..LOVE U DAD..

org yg ke2 terpenting dalam hidup q nyokap..hehehe...rada cerewet...hehehehe..awet muda..berjiwa muda..hehehehe..duch jadi kangen ma ibu.hwaaaaaaaaaaa..jd pengen pulang ke indo..as u know..ibu q skg di indo yg d malay cma bokap n adik..huhuhuuhuuhu..ibu kesini dnk..kalis kgn ma ibu..hwaa..g pa q harus sabar toh 2 taon lg udah pada pindah ke indo smua..hehehe

ok org seterusnx abg q..huhuhuhu..udah nikah n punya dua ank yg luthu2..alex n naura..dulu waktu aq msh kecil..aq tuh paling takut bgt ma abg q..soalnx suka marah2 ke aq nx..pernah saking takutnx aq sembunyi di lemari 5jam!!!hwaaaaaaaaaaa...tp skg udh g setakut kyk dlu lg..heheh..(msh takut dikit)..hehehe

abang n istrinx

alex si gebu!!

naura si lucu

 orang seterusnya adalah kaka q!!!!!!!tau g sedih bgt dech kaka udh nikah skg..udh g bsa tdr ma kaka lg!!!!!sepi bgt nich rumah g da kaka..kgn bgt pengen denger kaka ngomel2..hahahaha..kaka kesini dnk..huhu qt2 kangen ma kaka..hwa jd pengen nangis dech..kaka kalis kangen ma kaka.. :'( we miz u sis

kaka n mas iwan..(kaka lg hamil 6 bulan)

ok n yg terakhir adik q..hehehehe..syg bgt ma adik q nich..hihiiihihi

lahir taon 96..jd skg umurnx 14taon..(bgi q adik q msh ank kecil)

sentiasa memahami aq..n jd temen curhat q..huhuhuhu..kapit's!! as u know..dlu waktu adik q masih kecil aq benci bgt ma dya nx..sering aq jahatin..hehehe..tp lama2 aq kasian ma dya..n malah skg aq syg syg syg bgt ma adik q..hwa jdi kangen ma kapit...kapit cpet la pulg dri skolah..kalis boring nich..huhuhuhu..

makasih y udh sempetin baca posting q..hehehe..

sayonara...

getting tired

hwaaaa...im getting tired wif my life..huffffttt...

herm..lg bingung nich..

bingung mo ngambil jurusan ap..hwaaaa..

padahal udh harus daftar hri isnin nich..

OMG...

gmna nich..hufftt..

pusing dech jd nx..

pda sakit badan lgi..

memang complete dech..

kapit!!

pijetin kalis dnk..huhuuhuh

anyway aq skg makin ska ma lgu nx G-na..

keren bgt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like2 diz song so so much..yg cowo jga cakep..huhuu thnx for abil heheh as u know sbnrnx aq tau lgu nich dri blog nx..hehehehe...

sadness

sedih bgt..n kecewa bgt yg q rasa skg..

aq sedih..

aq kecewa..

sedih n kecewa ma sikap n segalanx ttg km

pernahkah km memikirkan perasaan q??

pernahkah km tau gimana rasanx disakiti??

pernahkah km tau rasanx dikecewakan??

sadarkah km??? mungkin sebaiknx aq mengakhiri semuanx.. mau g mau aq harus mau..maaf buat sgala nx..maafkan aq..

GUESS WHAT ????????

guess what..
im starting love him..hahahahah
kenalin namanx robie..dya nak bandung..umurnx 21 same like me..
herm..
qt udah mulai pacaran since tggl 27.2.2010..
aq sndri masih heran gmna aq bs ska ma dya..kenal ja g...hahahaha..kalo d ingt2 lucu bgt cara jadiannx!!heheehhehe

love hurt

Jujur walau aq g tau siapa km sebenernx, gmna latar belakang km, d mn rumah mu..sgala sesuatu tentang km tp aq SAYANG ma km aq sendri g tau gmn aq bs mulai ska ma km..aneh y..hiiiihhhiiih..tp secara jjur perasaan nich kadang bikin aq sesak nafas, sakit tpi aq happy kok..happy karna bsa memiliki km walau hanya lewat kabel..

tapi aq enjoy bgt..terlalu jauh jarak qt..tp aq yakin kok suatu hari qt pasti bsa ktmu walau aq g tau kapan..aq mengharap bgt bsa ktmu km suatu hari nanti..y smoga ja dipertemukan.."i hope so" ..

sadness

bingung mo jelasin gmna perasaan q skg..aq sedih, sedih bgt..tp aq g tau apa yg q sedihin sebenarnx..pengen nangis tp g tau apa yg mo aq tangisi..aneh y...bgt aneh nx...pernahkah kalian ngerasa kyk aq rasa?? 

sesak kali rasanx mo nafas hanya karna suatu perasaan yg g jelas kyk gni..cape bgt rasanx.. tp ap yg q cape'in sebenarnx???ap yg bikin aq sedih sbnrnx?? ap yg bikin aq pengen nangis sbnrnx??APA??? bingung..aq bener2 bingung ma perasaan nich..

aq pengen keluar dri perasaan nich..tp aq g mampu..perasaan nich terlalu kuat sehinggakan aq lemah dikarnakan perasaan yg g jelas kyk gni..

me n My life

aq g tau...

aq bingung..

salah kah aq dlm masalah nie??

salah kah aq??

seandainx aq mmg salah..tolong maafin aq..

mEt Lebaran

wah bentar lg udh MO lebaran..hehehehe..
rada sedih buat lebaran taon nie..soalnx kagak da kaka..
:(( hermmm...pasti sepi bgt ya lebaran taon nie..buat smua yg kenal ato g kenal ma aq..aq mo minta maap if da salah ma kalian..huhuuhuh..maapin aq y..
MET LEBARAN BUAT KALIAN SMUA

aq dan kehidupanq..

aq dan kehidupanq..
hermm..
serba rumit untuk mecapai segalanx..mulai dari skul..ampe kuliah..
dimulai dari zaman TK..agak lupa si gimana jalan cerita waktu aq TK dlu..tp yg q ingt waktu zaman TK aq ktmu ma namanx "first Love" cowonx ci luthu manis..kalo ketemu lari2 kayak dikejar ma anjing..ngomong soal di kejar ma anjing..aq masih ingat waktu tuh malam2 aq nemenin nyokap yg lagi sarat hamil adik q ke toko buat beli apa juga aq g ingt..lewat la kami d rumahnya org cina yg ada 3 ekor anjing(gede2 anjingnx)..n waktu tuh gerbangnx g di tutp..g tau ap sialnx aq waktu tuh..aq dikejar ma 3 anjing tuh..lari la aq sekuat mungkin..nyokap q yg lagi sarat hamil 8 bulan ampe ikut2 lari..hwa pengalaman yg paling g bs aq lupain..untungnx tuan dri anjing tuh sadar kalu anjingnx tuh udh ngejar2 aq!!!!!gila...hampir ja aq mo digigit ma anjing!!! hehehe..-bersambung-