~!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()_

g taw mo ungkapin gmn ma perasaan q nich malam..
bawa-an na mo marah2 n nangis!
tp ap yg aq tangisin sbnr na!!argghhh pusing!!!!!!!!!!!!

back 2 da story... (^^,)v ...

hai..
key hri nie tetibe aq ade mud nk update blog... so skg aq tengah blur nk merapu ape kat dalam blog aq nie...
hahahahaha.. got it.. aq taw aq nk story sal ape.. its all bout dat guy... hurmmm.. kat mne aq stop story sal dy...
hurmmm tetibe aq blur sgt2 nk update blog aq nie... hahahaha...

hurm.. k lah aq start dr mn aq tetibe leh kenal ngn dye...
sbnar2 nye la kan aq dah lame sangat nk kenal ngn dy.. juz aq xbrni nk cakap ngn dy... dy keje jual cd kat giant dekat2 ngn area umah aq..one day mawa ckp ngn aq n dy cabar  aq.. 24.10.2011.. mawa cabar aq klo aq blh dapat num phone budak tu.. dy nk treat aq.. at 1st aq ckp gile hape aq nk mta num phone.. then sekali adik aq pown cabar aq, if aq blh dapat num phone dak tu, dy nk treat aq... so aq dengan direct pi kat kedai dye.. mule2 cuak jga nk mnta.. tp aq wat relax... aq tanye sal cd.. aq ase cam org bodo pn ade time tu.. hahahah... then dengan selamba na... aq cakap ngn dye.." erm nk num phone blh?" OMG xsangka lak q time tu blh mnta... n dy pn cm tekejut sbb tettibe aq mnta num phne dy... then dy ckp ngn aq "buad pe?" haishh time tu aq pikir.. sombong gle dak nie... then aq ckp la.. " saje nk kenal.. if xley xpe" then dy ckap " lupe la num phone.." haishh time tu mmg aq nk bg penampar jer kat dy.. if xnk bg ckp jea la... at least dy bg jga... hahahahah... kemenangan kat tngn aq time tu.. adik n mawa tme tu mmg tekejut la aq brni mnta kat dak tu.. hahahahah.. bangga kejap...

siyes aq igt dy jenis org yg smbg... tp ble dah lme2 aq knl ngn dy.. dy bkn jnis yg smbg.. dy jenis org yg cool..
n simple.. hahahah... cra dy ckp mmg agak kasar.. tp aq taw dy sbnr nye juz joke.. n sometimes dy agak direct tu da point.. wkwkwkwkkwkw... sambung story bsk2 lg.. aq dh penat nk taip n fikir ayat... da~

so whattt!!!

haisshhh lame yg teramat sgt aq xupdate blog nie.. banyak sgt story yg aq nk share kat sini.. smpi aq xtaw nk citer yg mn stu.. hurmmm... k lah aq start cite sal EX aq..
"aq pelik la ngn GF ex BF aq nie... xhabis2 nk cri masalah ngn aq.. ade ke patut dy cakap aq terhegeh2 ngn bf dy.. euuyy plz la.. aq dah penat la nk kejar2 bf ko tu... amekk jea la n juz go to hell.. n stu agi.. asal ko nk cri gaduh ngn kawan2 aq.. asal ko nk stalker fb aq.. " "eh decha sandra aq xsuruh pon ko stalk fb aq..n aq xsuh ko tgk gmbr2 aq..yeahh i know.. ko jealous ngn aq.. dats y ko xhbs2 nk stalker FB aq.. hahahah...see skg spe yg looser..!! aq ke ko?? hahahah.. dri first lg.. ko yg stalker fb aq.. n ko buat2 citer mcm keling cakap aq yg start stalker fb ko dlu... euuyy plz la.. buad ape aq nk stalker fb KO..hahaha... BODOH PUNYE BETINA"

citer kedua..aq nk citer sal ape ehhh.. hurmmm blur lak tetibe.. wkwkwkwkwk
nk kate aq jumpe artis xde lak.. so ape bende aq nk merapu dalam blog nie.. hahahaha...
haishh bru teringat... aq bru kenal ngn budak nie sebulan... tp aq taw dy wujud kat dunia dah 5tahun.. maksud aq.. aq sllu nampak dy n taw dy(blm knl lg) dah 5 tahun.. dy comel kott... dy encem kott.. bak kate dy " sy xencem tp sy MACHO" hahahah nk tergelak lak ble teringat dy ckp cmtu... overconfident la dy nie.. tp mmg btl pon.. dy encem n macho... juz aq xnk ckp depan dy ti dy perasan lak.. aq bru ckp "member2 adik sy ckp awk encem" dy dah perasan semacam... haishhh....  bahaye law puji2 dy nie.. tp siyes.. selame aq kuar ngn dy.. banyak gle mata gurl2 kat city square jb pandang dy n tersenyum2... haisshh... hurmmm no wonder la org pandang2 dy.. sbb dy mmg encem.. xpe2 aq paham.. hahahha...mane xnye.. bru sebulan aq knl dy.. n dy ckp dalam seminggu dah 10 gurl yg mnta num phone dy.. ish2 dahsyat2... k lah sebenarnye bende aq nk ckp bukan tu.. aq juz nk ckp.. selama sebulan  aq kenal dgn dy ade benda yg aq dah belajar dr dy... dy penah cakap ngn aq.."jadikan hidup qt se simple yg mungkin.. jgn terlampau complicated.. klu ye ckp ye,, klu x ckp x.. klu qt buad hidup qt complicated.. mmg bnyak la trouble yg datang kat hidup qt" .. siyes aq cakap.. ape yg dy ckp tu mmg btl.. hahahahaha... smpi skg aq ikut ape yg dy ckp ngn aq.. n aq akn igt smpi tua ti.. sebenar2 nye banyak bende aq nk citer sal dy.. tp tangan nie dah penat nk type.. laen kali la aq citer lg sal dy.. bye2 sume.. thnx dah sudi bce blog aq.. (^^,)v..

sucks LOVe

damn it la...

smua nx gara LOVE..

makin lama aq makin benci ma nama nx LOVE..

knp sich LOVE tuh taunx bikin qt sakit..

smua gara2 LOVE...

benci dech lau kyk gnie...!!

DAMN IT LA... 

OMG

OMG!!!!OMG!!

Serius aq kaget bgt dech..!! dy datang td!!

akhrnx aq bsa ktmu ma dy!!

serius aq kaget bgt!! n serius aq happy bgt!!

6.8.2011 jam 8.45mlm buad pertama kali aq jumpa ma dya..

OMG...

aq makin ska ma dy..

n skg aq mulai takut...

dy akan menjauh dr aq.. hurmmm

mlm nich bnr2 malam yg terbahagia buad aq..:) thnx for spend little bit ur time for me.. thnx a lot..

wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

I LOVE YOU..

hai awak....

sy nak ckp sumtin nie...

awk nak taw x???

haisshhh malu lak sy nk bg taw awk...

jap jap..

sya nk amik mud jap...(tarik nafas dalam2)

......

awak...

sya kan

suke ngan awak

n 

sya syg 

ngan awk...

sy xtaw since ble...

 tp for sure...

saya dah jatuh hati ngan awak

boleh ker awak trima sy as gurl awak??

sy xpakse pown...

klu awk trima sya...

ALHAMDULILLAH...

but klu x.. 

sy pn xksh.. :) asl qt still fren.. tu pn dah ckup buad sya,,,

sy suka n syg sgt ngn awak... :)

(^.^)

maaf

maaf karna aq mencintaimu..

maaf karna aq mengharapkanmu..

maaf karna aq menginginkanmu d samping q..

maaf karna aq gak bisa membuang perasaan nich dr hati q...

ntah knp kali nich ssh bgt buat aq melupain sgla nx tentang km..

km sentiasa hadir d mimpi q..

km sentiasa hadir d fikiran q

susah bgt buat aq meluapain dan melepaskan segalanx..

aq sentiasa n sentiasa mengharapkn km

bisa membuka sedikit hti km buat aq..

aq gak taw knp

aq bsa tergila2 soal km..

smpi skg aq msh menunggu sms dan telp dr km..

walau aq taw.. tuh smua mustahil..

dan g akan pernah lg..

T.T

aq terlalu mencintai km..

home sweet home

home sweet home..

alhamdulillah

aq udh sampai d rumah...

gila sepanjang perjalanan td banyak bgt yg

kecelakaan..

alhamdulillah Allah s.w.t selamatkn perjalanan q..

............

Bismillahirohmanirohim

aq akan mecoba tuk melepaskan faizat

aq dah nyerah kalah..

aq dah cape..

cape di gini-in ma dya nx

mungkin dy emg bkn tuk aq..

makasih udh sempat datang ke hidup q

walau bentar..

makasih udh ngasih kebahagian walaupun bentar 

makasih bgt...

aq relain km pergi dr hidup q...

aq akn cuba menjauh dr km.. 

insyaallah klu aq bs..

......

still waiting

gak taw napa aq masih mengharapkan dri nx..

gila aq terlalu syg ma dya...

ampe aq merasa terlalu bodoh mecintai dya 

mencintai dya sepihak..

knp sich aq g bsa lepasin dy..

padahal aq taw..

dy nx sekarang mencoba tuk menjauh dr aq

maaf karna aq mencintai km..

maaf karna aq g bisa buang perasaan nich..

maaf karna aq sentiasa mikirin soal km..

walau aq tau g da sedikit pun ruang tuh tuk aq...

tp g apa..

aq happy kok walau cuma sebatas teman..

yg penting km g ngejauh dr aq..

aq syg ma km faizat..

aq g mo km menghilang dr khdpn q..

sadness come again..

sedih bgt dech rasanya

dengerin dy ngmg gtu ma aq..

malah dy g ngasih dikit pun kesempatan buat aq jjur ma dya 

soal perasaan q...

knp dy jahat bgt ma aq

knp dy ngasih beribu harapan..

tp stlh aq mengharapkn smua tuhh

dy malah ngmg ma aq

jgn harapin dya..

knp dy jahat bgt ma aq

knp...

taw g dya..

kalo dya tuh udh nyakiti aq..

klo dya udh bikin aq 

bnr2 sedih,,

n ngerasa knp aq terlalu bodoh utk mencintai dy..

tau g dya

kalo aq tuh udh mencintai dya..

knp dya terlalu jahat ma aq..

knp...

sedih bgt dech rasanx skg...

faizat.. aq cm mo km taw..

kalo aq akn ttp syg ma km...

smpi kpn pn...

T.T

if u come back

For all this time
I've been lovin' you boy
yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
 the reason why

So if I did
Something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back
In my life
I'll be there till the end of time

And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want

yes you are

I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
yes you did
Every time
I tried to reach you
On the phone
Baby you're never there
Boy you're never home

Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe
I didn't know
What to say
This time
I won't disguise
Then we can
Build our lives
Then we can
Be as one

T.T

alone

sunyi bgt dech rasanx

dy msh diem seribu bahasa ma aq

tangan n mata q g lepas dr liat hp.. setiap menit pasti aq nge-cek hp q

sapa taw dy nelp or sms aq

tp setiap kali aq liat..

setiap kali tuh aq pasti pingn nangis..

aq msh nunggu dy nelp n sms aq

aq msh mengharp dy hubungi aq..

aq msh mengharap kehadiran dy d hidupq..

aq msh g bs hilangin dy dr fikiran q...

aq msh g bs buat lupain dy..

aq msh kgn ma dya...

aq msh ska ma dy.

aq masih..

..

serius aq kgn bgt ma dy..

bsa jd gla klu aq nunggu dya kyk gne

pingn bgt rasa nx mo nelp dy..

tp aq takut..

aq takut klu aq kecewa lg

klo degr suara dy..

yg kyk males mo ngangkat telp dr q..

aq takut setiap kali aq nelp dya..

setiap kli tuh aq pasti kecewa ma dy...

YA ALLAH ..

andai dy taw perasaan q..

n dya bs kasih kesempatn buat aq mask ke hati dya

tp aq tau.. tuh smua mustahil bgt buat aq...

mustahil buat dy ska ma aq..

mustahil buat dy taw klu aq ska ma dy..

n MUSTAHIL buat aq bs bersama ma dy..

T.T

waiting till now

hurmmm....

serius... aq kgn bgt ma dy...

knp dy g sms aq.. or nelp aq..

padahal aq mengharap bgt sms n telp dr dya...

emg si aq bsa sms n nelp dy..

tp tiap aq sms pasti g da response dr dya..

n kalo aq nelp dy.. 

yg aq dgr cuma suara dy yg males..

aq kgn dy yg dlu...

yg sering ceria n ketawa klu ngbrl ma aq..

mank salah aq ap sich??

aq bnr2 mnt maap klo aq da salah ma km..

aq bnr2 mnta maap..

plz jd f***** yg aq knl..

yg sering ceria n bikin aq happy...

aq kgn dri kmu yg kyk dlu..

smpe skg aq msh nunggu sms2 km n telp dr km..

y aq taw.. aq gila.. so wat..

km sndri yg ngmg ma aq.. klo aq igt wahid.. 
km nyuruh aq igt soal km ja..

n stlh aq igt km.. km ngmg ma aq"g sah igt aq"

n dgn mudh km ngmg "tuh dlu bkn skg"

aq g peduli kata2 mu..

aq akn ttp mikirin soal km.. smpi kpn pun..

n aq jg g pdli walau km blg ma aq.. 

hati km udh kering kontang tanpa taman..

aq g pdli..

aq akn pastiin hati km bertaman lg..

aq akn pastikn hti km g kering kontang lg..

cuma beri aq kesempatan..

beri aq kesempatan buat buktiin smua tuhh,,,

iya emg aq udh gila...

tp cuma tuh aja cara nx yg bisa bikin aq ketawa n happy

aq perlukn km d smping q..

aq bnr2 perlukn km..

smpi kpn pn aq akn ttp menyukai km..

kembali la jd org yg aq knl dlu..

jgn berubah sprti skg..

km bnr2 bikin aq sedih yg teramat sgt..

T.T

missingdamnmuch

serius... aq kgn bgt ma dya..

aq kgn pgin ngbrl ma dya..

aq kgn pgn ketawa2 ma dya,,

aq seneng bgt klo dgr dy ketawa..

tp skg ssh bgt buat aq dgr smua tuhh...

dy sibuk ma kerjanx..

lgian aq bkn siapa2 dy yg harus sms-an 24jam, 7hari..

dya dtg saat aq lg butuh seseorang..

dy dtg buat hibur perasaan q.

n skg dy pergi d saat aq mengharapkn dya

knp aq terlalu cepat menyukainx..

knp aq terlalu cepat mengharapkn kehadiran dya d hidup q

terima kasih buat dy krna aq bsa ngelupain whd..

trma ksh buat dy krna bs bkin aq tersenyum kmbli...

tetapi knp dy terlalu cepat ninggalin aq..

sadar g sadar aq udh jatuh cinta ma dyaa...

sikap dy yg caring ma aq,, yg sentiasa ada buat aq...

bikin aq mula ska ma dya...

ada penghalang tembok yg amat tinggi buat aq mencapai dya..

ssh bgt buat q mecapai dya...

smpai kpn aq mengharapkn dya??

smpi kpn aq bsa bertahan...

aq terlalu rindu ma dya...

knp dya g sadar..

klu dy udh msk d hti q...

padahal aq udh ksh hint bnyk bgt...

termasuk "not ready" buat ktmu n msh perlukan waktu buat ktmu...

msa dya msh g sadar sich...

klo aq cemburu klu dya ngmg soal mwr...

msa msh g sadr sich...

n sekarang dy pergi kyk gtu aja...

aq cm mo dy taw klu aq ska ma dya...

...updated...

hana tajimah style.. if im not mistake..

hai hai hai... hahahahahah... lama bgt ya aq g pernah upadate blog... 

sbnr nx sich aq ga da cerita yg mo d ceritain... :p

but today i wanna show u sumtin...

its all bout me.. hehehe

about make over pke tudung ala2 hana tajimah... ato apa gtu namanx.. lupa ma namanx...

sebenernx sich aq iseng2 ja mo pke tudung kayk gtu..

tpi setelah d pke.. n foto2 nx d upload d FB.. ternyata bnyk yg kasih reson positive ke aq...

hahahahah....

dri pada aq bnyk cek cot nich foto2 q ala2 hana tajimah.. :)

waktu di McD

haha gmna pendapat kalian???...........??

OMG diz Monday starting new semester.. 

damn really hate it..

I want another holiday…

1 week not enough for me.. hufft…T.T

Yeay.. aq udh Berjaya membuang semuanx..   

NO MORE SAD FACE…

new day wif new life...

from now... i decided to forget about him...

i'll try my best to forget all bout him..

for the last time.. i want him to know that i really love him..

i know u are annoyed wif me.. dun worry i deleted ur number already ..

thnx for all the great memories that u gave me..

it will be de best memory for me forever..

starting from tomorrow i'll forget all bout u.. sayonara

ROBI MAOLANA.." I love u last nite but not now "

i'll be back off so you can live better..

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

eXam fever,,

OMG..jap agi nk eXam..n not ready yet...goshhh........

how..how..how..

dri tdi bace pown xmsk2 lg..dah la ade bnyk lagi bab yg kene bace..OMG...

sempat x aq nk habis kan sume bab in 1 days..

bsk dah la paper kul 1...

OMG,,,nervous sgt nie..