Wednesday, October 27, 2010

where have u been

udh 3 hari km hilang tanpa kabar..
kmna ja km??
sehat kah??knp tiba2 km menghilang??ada pa sbnrx..
serius,,aq bnr2 merasa kyk udh kehilangn km..
km diem g ngasi kabar ke aq..
sedih bgt rasanx..
smpe kapan km mo kyk gini??smpe kpn??
hufftttt...

Sunday, October 24, 2010

tired

lama2 aq cape' ma smua nx...
cape bgt..ampe sesak nafas q..
bukan ini yg q mau..
bukan ini yg q inginkan..bukan..
pengn bgt mengakhiri nich smua...tp aq g mampu..bnr2 g mampu..
aq cape..cape bgt...
huffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

its really hurt me!!!!!!!!!!!

KM BOONK LG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KLO EMG KM UDH G SKA BILANG DNK!!!
HUFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...
LAMA2 AQ CAPE' DI GINIIN TERUS MA KM!!!
GOSH!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

its juz me n my family

met pgi,siang,sore n malem smua,,,hehehehehe aq mo crta soal aq n keluarga q..hehehe
erm..org pertama yg paling penting dalam hidup q adalh bokap q..
bapa seorang yg sgt2 penyabar..serius..saking sabarnx g pernah marah n mukul anak2 nx...tapi sekali udh marah!!!gila serem bgt tau g..ampe aq g brni mo liat wajah bpk selama 1minggu...huhuhuhuuu...bapa pinter lho ngerjain tugas2 cewe'..kayak bersih2 rumah(ampe g da debu kalo bpk yg bersih2)..masak..n smua dech...hehehe..LOVE U DAD..


org yg ke2 terpenting dalam hidup q nyokap..hehehe...rada cerewet...hehehehe..awet muda..berjiwa muda..hehehehe..duch jadi kangen ma ibu.hwaaaaaaaaaaa..jd pengen pulang ke indo..as u know..ibu q skg di indo yg d malay cma bokap n adik..huhuhuuhuuhu..ibu kesini dnk..kalis kgn ma ibu..hwaa..g pa q harus sabar toh 2 taon lg udah pada pindah ke indo smua..hehehe

ok org seterusnx abg q..huhuhuhu..udah nikah n punya dua ank yg luthu2..alex n naura..dulu waktu aq msh kecil..aq tuh paling takut bgt ma abg q..soalnx suka marah2 ke aq nx..pernah saking takutnx aq sembunyi di lemari 5jam!!!hwaaaaaaaaaaa...tp skg udh g setakut kyk dlu lg..heheh..(msh takut dikit)..hehehe
abang n istrinx
alex si gebu!!
naura si lucu
 orang seterusnya adalah kaka q!!!!!!!tau g sedih bgt dech kaka udh nikah skg..udh g bsa tdr ma kaka lg!!!!!sepi bgt nich rumah g da kaka..kgn bgt pengen denger kaka ngomel2..hahahaha..kaka kesini dnk..huhu qt2 kangen ma kaka..hwa jd pengen nangis dech..kaka kalis kangen ma kaka.. :'( we miz u sis
kaka n mas iwan..(kaka lg hamil 6 bulan)
ok n yg terakhir adik q..hehehehe..syg bgt ma adik q nich..hihiiihihi
lahir taon 96..jd skg umurnx 14taon..(bgi q adik q msh ank kecil)
sentiasa memahami aq..n jd temen curhat q..huhuhuhu..kapit's!! as u know..dlu waktu adik q masih kecil aq benci bgt ma dya nx..sering aq jahatin..hehehe..tp lama2 aq kasian ma dya..n malah skg aq syg syg syg bgt ma adik q..hwa jdi kangen ma kapit...kapit cpet la pulg dri skolah..kalis boring nich..huhuhuhu..
makasih y udh sempetin baca posting q..hehehe..
sayonara...

Friday, October 15, 2010

getting tired

hwaaaa...im getting tired wif my life..huffffttt...
herm..lg bingung nich..
bingung mo ngambil jurusan ap..hwaaaa..
padahal udh harus daftar hri isnin nich..
OMG...
gmna nich..hufftt..
pusing dech jd nx..
pda sakit badan lgi..
memang complete dech..

kapit!!
pijetin kalis dnk..huhuuhuh
anyway aq skg makin ska ma lgu nx G-na..
keren bgt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like2 diz song so so much..yg cowo jga cakep..huhuu thnx for abil heheh as u know sbnrnx aq tau lgu nich dri blog nx..hehehehe...


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

sadness

sedih bgt..n kecewa bgt yg q rasa skg..
aq sedih..
aq kecewa..
sedih n kecewa ma sikap n segalanx ttg km
pernahkah km memikirkan perasaan q??
pernahkah km tau gimana rasanx disakiti??
pernahkah km tau rasanx dikecewakan??
sadarkah km??? mungkin sebaiknx aq mengakhiri semuanx.. mau g mau aq harus mau..maaf buat sgala nx..maafkan aq..

Monday, October 11, 2010

GUESS WHAT ????????

guess what..
im starting love him..hahahahah
kenalin namanx robie..dya nak bandung..umurnx 21 same like me..
herm..
qt udah mulai pacaran since tggl 27.2.2010..
aq sndri masih heran gmna aq bs ska ma dya..kenal ja g...hahahaha..kalo d ingt2 lucu bgt cara jadiannx!!heheehhehe

Sunday, October 3, 2010

love hurt

Jujur walau aq g tau siapa km sebenernx, gmna latar belakang km, d mn rumah mu..sgala sesuatu tentang km tp aq SAYANG ma km aq sendri g tau gmn aq bs mulai ska ma km..aneh y..hiiiihhhiiih..tp secara jjur perasaan nich kadang bikin aq sesak nafas, sakit tpi aq happy kok..happy karna bsa memiliki km walau hanya lewat kabel..
tapi aq enjoy bgt..terlalu jauh jarak qt..tp aq yakin kok suatu hari qt pasti bsa ktmu walau aq g tau kapan..aq mengharap bgt bsa ktmu km suatu hari nanti..y smoga ja dipertemukan.."i hope so" ..



sadness

bingung mo jelasin gmna perasaan q skg..aq sedih, sedih bgt..tp aq g tau apa yg q sedihin sebenarnx..pengen nangis tp g tau apa yg mo aq tangisi..aneh y...bgt aneh nx...pernahkah kalian ngerasa kyk aq rasa?? 
sesak kali rasanx mo nafas hanya karna suatu perasaan yg g jelas kyk gni..cape bgt rasanx.. tp ap yg q cape'in sebenarnx???ap yg bikin aq sedih sbnrnx?? ap yg bikin aq pengen nangis sbnrnx??APA??? bingung..aq bener2 bingung ma perasaan nich..
aq pengen keluar dri perasaan nich..tp aq g mampu..perasaan nich terlalu kuat sehinggakan aq lemah dikarnakan perasaan yg g jelas kyk gni..